Down and Out is the usual saying. It is used to describe that miserable time of confusion and uncertainty in our lives after the realization that what you believed to be True … is not. These are not usually small things in life that we find are not true, these are the big things that have a strong connection to our Belief System. Our Belief System is the set of rules we run our lives by. Integrity, love, trust, freedom, honesty are the basic necessities for a life of stress free enjoyment. All noble words that we can agree are essential but rarely find in any form of continuum in our lives.

Interestingly enough and as Life would have it no other way, these shakings that rock us to our fundamental emotional base are delivered in the form of events with other people. Our Human fellowship with one another is the educational delivery system we all agreed to come here for in our Sacred Contract for this journey we live.

Our Belief System is powerful and frames our view of the world and all that is in it. When one speaks of their Perspective it is from this same Belief System that this is formed. We move like sub atomic particles frantically seeking out like minded Belief Systems to create the larger forum for the expansion of our mind and therefore our Lives.  Great store for us is in these relationships with both the people and philosophies that we share. These become our foundation and sometimes what we believe is our very reason for living. When we attach so much of ourselves to these developed theories and set them in stone we become rigid, stiff and intransigent. These traits make for strong alliances and merry making in the good times. However what appears to be loyalty to a cause or philosophy may feel like chains to a wall in a cold cell if/when something happens that crushes the honeymoon mentality. It is at this time that we are swept over with the sick feeling of betrayal and naivety. These emotions sink to the core of whom we are; where the shock and numbness keep us quiet, stoic and sedentary, until we figure out what to do next.

All is Well. You are right where you are supposed to BE. Quiet, Stoic and Deep. This is a time … take the time. Think about it. How often do you get a real chance to sit down with yourself and see how you are doing and how it’s going? There may very well be some sadness with this … so be sad. Cry … be disappointed … feel your grief and your dislocation from all you thought you knew for sure. You can even feel sorry for yourself here. That is Self Love too. In the calmer moments and at a later time you will look back and wonder who/how provided the hushed comfort in your thoughts. How did I survive and find my way back. Once again … All You.

So here we Are.  As we look out at the new landscape of our lives we see the buildings of our Belief in tatters. Monumental tall structures of intimate belief and trust now laid waste and scattered for miles. Awareness and Acceptance are now the order of the Day. Maturation allows us now to assimilate what was learned to Create a new foundation with all the same ingredients as before. Looking down at the debris looks ominous and disheartening and can harbour feelings of failure.

So Look Up! Raise your stare to the new wide open space that was cluttered with immovable thoughts and beliefs that became so powerful that they blocked the light and the horizon. Life has stopped you dead in your tracks for a reason.  A renewal of energy and a new reason for living is in the offering, but it is up to us to design it. There is no rush. Racing around trying to patch up something that you know you are done with or is done with you will ensure another walk down this road. It’s not wrong to do, because you can’t do it wrong … but you can do it different. Your Journey is in neutral right now so that you can be Open.

When we are numbed by events it comes as a certain protection. It is from this place that the Phoenix shall rise. He doesn’t always rise as he is depicted … 9 foot tall winged Creature blazing fire at his feet. Looking at that and expecting ourselves to be there at this moment would make it worse. We didn’t get to this state overnight and Time is now on your side to withdraw and renew.

This has been a shock but and education as well.  We are big people and we know that somehow this was necessary. We have certainly learned what we Don’t want in our next life adventure and belief system. So now let’s concentrate on what we Do want in our continued run at life.

Only you can design this Menu. Much of it will be as before but with the improvements that Feel like it is more comfortable for you to be settled and secure. You are everything. We will find as we scour the remains of “what once was”; that the debris is mostly comprised of “things and others beliefs we have adopted” for whatever reasons. It’s clear now that they have fulfilled their duties to the Journey and have created the Bridge to get here… where you are now. Open. Open for improvement, open for correction, open to forgiveness and open to a new borderless landscape that holds the new and yet unrevealed You.

Come on … this is fun. Imagine the looks on the faces of those will admire you for your new emotional, intellectual and mature approach to this hit you have taken. This happens to us all… that’s why we are here. Withdraw and renew. New plans that are exciting with more time for creating now that your energy is not sucked away with the old Regime and all the time dedicated to it.

In your new plan you will make more room for yourself to check in more often. Breath Meditation is a sweet piece here. Take the time … it will reward you well. Be good to yourself because as you can see when the rice hits the fan and the crowds have gone home … You are all you Have. That is not said in a bad or sad way; but in a way that lets you know where you can always go and who the one presence Is that will be with you Always … you and your Higher Self. It is your Higher Self who holds you when you shake with fear or sickness … it is the Higher Silent Self that plucks you from the fire too cool your jets for another flight. And it is your Higher Self that watches you mature and wonders at the 3 D maze of emotion we let throw us to and fro.

Down and Open is not the way back. We can’t go back … that space is full and gone forever … kinda good news. Down and Open is about going not just forward  … but Further. Further than ever before in the most positive direction and vibration that we can muster.

Start your new Belief System with this. Believe that whatever it was in your life that hurt you and brought you to your knees (senses) was real and happened. Believe that this has happened to Every human being that has walked the Earth. And Believe that this is the way God and the Universe forge the new and better from the old and torn.

You are right where you are supposed to BE … expanding your Understanding of Life and all Life around you.

And so it Is.

Well Finally! The entire Agenda for the year is about You.  That will be a nice change. Depending on how old you are you have been going through many years of responsibility. Sometimes this responsibility was true and actually warranted or we may have made up some fantastic romantic story about something or someone and “created” our very own Melodrama with us being the Star. Too much HBO “me thinks”.

However, none of those matters now as it is a time being allocated to the past which is as dead and powerless as can be; unless we Energize it with our attentive vibration. The only value in looking back (but not staring) is that we know we can do better. That’s it … that’s all. If we go back and examine every “he said … she said” we will rile ourselves up with the same energy as the original concern and it is certain that we will do something that we will have at our disposal to regret again tomorrow. 

In this new wonderful time … and I mean that literally … time of Wonder! We are going to start to feel and sense a new interest in ourselves and feel some things or thoughts that we have held “dear to us” that appear to fall away to a new enlightened Energy that now gently points out that it is Time for Change. “If nothing changes … nothing changes. There is also another wonderful saying that I use often and it is so real and poignant … When the Pain of Change is Less that the Pain of Staying the Same … Change will Occur.

We are all Human Beings and live in this Universal Paradox. No Being is so adapted to Change … making Change … willing Change with our minds; and at the same time will give “life, limb and mind” to avoid the very thing we have come here to experience and revel in … Change. That statement alone lets us know that the real struggle is with ourselves. That’s good news. I mean who knows us better than US; or is it True? Well this is the year to find out.

None of these questions need an answer right now. This year is full of new inclinations with information about ourselves that has never been available before Energetically. Moments of Clarity on situations that have clouded the mind and judgement will now fall into place as if they should have always been there. Realizations will come to you that will solve and free you from self-made emotional confinement that at one time seemed to be “the only way”. It will take some courage to make these moves but Courage comes with the new package. As your self-interest and self-respect return as Self Love you will find that these are easy and obvious. There will be a freeing of time and resources now that you can spend real time on the Agenda for this year … You.

It is important not to regret or chastise One’s self for past performances. Just accept what IS, be grateful you are still on the right side of the grass to Get This … and prepare to work in concert with your Good Karma to change your life with a sense of Oneness of Purpose and a confidence from your history as it turns to Wisdom, Counsel and Understanding in your new Place. In the past we have been reticent to give ourselves the credit of being Wise and Experienced. However it now feels like it is righteous to do so. We believe we have either figured it out or paid the Price; doesn’t matter (its history) we are Here.

And where is here? Haha You tell me. Where do you want it to Be. Do you want to just sit and drink in the change and feel the new fortification and resolve of your new power and interest in You? Good … do it. You can languish in this for a while. You deserve it. Nothing can happen until you initiate and Energize It, so … relax and Wonder. Do I make it sound like the world is waiting for you to decide in which way it will go. The answer to that is Yes and it will … gladly. Your World … Your Sacred Space … Your Eternal Energy moves your World. The World… is a by-product of your Existence.  It truly is … look around.  The School, the grocery store, the job, money, government … all here to serve the You of you. And when the YOU’S all gather we have societies and more important we have a Consciousness. Everything on this Earth is been put here either For Man or By Man.

For the first time in many years you are going to revisit your Life and smile. There have been some good times to be fair. There are many times when we would not allow ourselves to enjoy and feel them at the moment. Fear and living in some future moment made us emotionally Absent so many times at some precious occasions. No problem. That is what Contrast (trouble) is for. It is there for us to figure out that most of it was not necessary and those that were; were Educational. The truth is … that in your new space… you can go back and revisit those seemingly lost moments and recreate/feel the joy around you with others that you missed. You will also see the faces of grateful people that you provided many good times for … but would not give yourself the Credit.

Good … take it now. For sure. You are a good Mom, Dad, Friend, Sibling, Child and Citizen. Everyone around us saw those qualities in us and we are the last to recognize our Greatness. Nothing is perfect (but it is) and that is how we learn. We came here to learn and this year you are going to learn a new appreciation for whom you are and what your capabilities are as you continue to draw closer to yourself …. Haha and Like it.

Come on … go inside. You have done some crazy things. The kind of things that make you shake your head and hope to hell your kids or parents never hear about.  Smiling … but they were fun. Crazy adventures outside the box thrill us and we love to jump back and forth. We love the thrill of the chase. We love overcoming something that we once feared from lack of knowledge or familiarity. Becoming familiar with things and events in life are what we are all about. We are here to have dominion over all that exists in the Earth. Not in a Slave/Master way but in a much more Co-operative Supply/Desire (demand) way. If you will spend the duly required amount of time searching yourself out and becoming friendly and acquainted with yourself again (as a child) you will find a closeness that you can feel and is like No Other. There is a deep love and admiration waiting for you in this search. After all when there was nobody … here is where you ended up. There was always a place for you here. A tip of the hat and a thank you could be in order to yourself for the generous hospitality offered from this special place that only you can enter. Be jealous of this place and with a certain Fierceness You should guard it from things and people who would come and destroy the solemnity of this space and time. The way we Guard this place is to Withdraw from all Energy that does not feed the fire of your own Well Being. You have protected and taken care of all those around you that you could or were designed to care for. You are an excellent warrior or you would not be here to read this. So now with less Vigour but with more Confidence … do the same for yourself.

When we battle for others like children, spouses and family we do so with a certain desperation because we are afraid that we might lose or not get the results we desire or those whom we are fighting for desire.  Naturally that fear would be there as we are dealing with outside Human Elements that are outside of our control and completely unpredictable. How many times has a partner or victim we are trying to save  … surprise us in a negative way about how they really think… or what REALLY happened. Our love and loyalty to others leaves us open for such skullduggery and we inherently know that so we are either go over the top in emotion or are beaten back and embarrassed by information we never really had the Truth about. But that can’t happen here. You can try to lie to yourself.  We have been very good at that over the years. That game is now boring and is being removed from our option list.

Remembering that you can’t do your life Wrong will help here. It is when we mix our answers for our Journey in with some primordial mix of someone else’s journey where legitimate misunderstandings can take place and Egoic pride takes over with War as the result. Egos, pride and the “he said … she said” go flying and nothing is accomplished; feelings are hurt and confidence bends to fear of what is next.

Stay in your Space for the next couple of weeks. See how that feels. Observe those around you with their Journey but make a special effort to make no effort at all in their Journey. Check out your own Celestial Real Estate. Stay home for a while to restock your personal emotional and spiritual Inventory. Notice as you spend more time with yourself that the known world did not crumble or no life was lost just because you were not there to share in the misery of what has nothing to do with you anyway. Imagine just looking out for yourself … how does that sound?

We have all said… “if all I had to do was to take care of myself …. No problem” …

That time has come.

And so it is.

So here we are! Retrogrades (4 months of them) have passed so that we could clear all of our personal stuff out.  Seemingly dead in the water all these months, we emerge very different with a new sense of curiosity and somehow wiser, solid and much less afraid. Even though not many pieces are fitting together just yet there is within you a distant feeling of Well Being. There is a new string of connection that was not there before. There seems to be much less need to get whatever is out there. We have learned over these four months “inside” that the answers and the regeneration of who we really are … are found in the SILENCE.

Not bad when you think about it. We are the same people that had to check with the world, our Idols, the music, the fashion, and the social cliques before we could try to fit ourselves in one of those little cubical boxes that we are destined too in 3D. That is no longer the case; and you can feel it. There is a new subtle but determined power line in us that is Steady. We have developed a new Belief System that would have appeared Bold from our old place. Our new boundaries of privacy and what conversations we will participate in have Changed. People in our lives have changed. There is a new list of characters/interests in our lives and there has been a re-examination and culling of the old. Whatever interests or people that can’t be changed are viewed differently in the light of our new truth and more importantly our Understanding. That’s another thing… we seem to Understand so much more. Topics and titles of information that were never really considered before now seem to have a grass roots Understanding as if the mysteries of the 3D world are now laid out before us … and we find them Boring.

That’s right BOR—ING! I love it! Things, people and incidents that used to send me to the Fetal position of fear, self-disappointment and cursing my birth are now Gone. They raise their ugly head every now and then but have no real power in this new Era. This new breathe of life has us looking for New and Interesting. When was the last time we felt we could just walk away from all of our emotional demons and look for a good time that will thrill our souls? Never before… that’s when.    There is a new found albeit subtle courage we have found. The deep fear that used to hit us immediately on any sort of negative news toward us … is gone.

We are inherently proud of our new strength and even when you don’t try to show it … it pours out. Haha you will even catch yourself smiling inside to yourself for what seems to be no good reason. You don’t know why you are feeling like this … but you do. And you will gladly take it over the taffy pull your life has been so far. This new little “giggle” inside of you is your ticket stub for passing into the gates of the real GAME. Notice all the masses murmuring staring at their ticket   looking for their assigned seats. Now look at yours. No seat assignment. You no longer are going to be a Spectator in the Game of Life … You are a Player … a full participant. This game however is much different from the “usual” understanding.

Moving from 3D to 5D in our minds eye is an Intellectual, Physical, Emotional and Spiritual upgrade. There are no other words for it. It is the wonder of our separation from Duality to Oneness. In this miraculous metamorphosis the tempest of our energies has been concentrated on the inside of us for the last four months. We have learned the Power of our Aloneness. Sad, forlorn and pathetic was our feeling about ourselves and our surrounding when this all began. But over the months we have become comfortable with ourselves and resent the intrusion of any negative thought that moves us from our Space. Somehow real deep strength was discovered during this time in the wilderness of ourselves. We see clearly now the difference in how we feel, look and carry ourselves even if we don’t want to brag about it. You don’t have too. Others will notice something different about you. Very cool. Things have already gotten better … just less people.

On an Energetic basis though this transformation is as real as Steel. Surrounding all of us is our Ethereal Selves. It’s your personal Sovereign Space. You can actually see this area surrounding you if you unlucky enough to be seen with night goggles by someone. As our Spirit grows and guides us outside of our little bodies we become much bigger in terms of our inner strength, knowledge and Understanding. The 3D reality of our lives is very limited to touch taste smell. These are the basic Carbon realities and limitations that we have lived in. This area is full of fear, ignorance and duty. This truly Carbon base is strong but with very little flexibility and so dense that it has the most basic ability to be used as a flowing conductor for the vibrations from 5D. As Divine Humans our new grid must be fed High Octane thoughts that cannot pass through or be interpreted at the Carbon Level. This new 5D information blows up the Carbon circuit as its 3D capacity is too weak. This new Information stream comes in at a much higher frequency, like radio waves or microwaves. The proper conductor for such celestial vibrations is sent along the powerful Wave of the Crystalline Grid that is now part of your new Self. Thank you Retrograde. What you have now is a huge new allotment of the Innate Intuitive Intelligence. This new sophisticated Energy must by-pass the Carbon veil of limitations (read illusion) that exists in our 3D base. And it does so Easily.

You may find this new ground that you stand on a little uneasy at first. Wobbly if you will. Many of us believed that this long prayed for Separation from Duality to Oneness would be a feeling of being IN something New.  I am a bit surprised that the feeling I get is only that I AM OUT of something OLD. Not fearfully OUT. Not OUT of touch … not OUT alone. Just OUT. Free … unfettered… curious … a little intrepid… like an adventurous little boy that just found an abandon house or cave.

Whispering …. Come on … Lets check it out!!!

I have woven a parachute out of all things Broken….. William Stafford
I like it! Comforting words that emit the Feeling of experienced wisdom and a certain peaceful confidence that settles in when this profound statement is read against the backdrop of our lives. In all of our lives some things have been broken. Relationships, families, hearts, bank accounts, dreams and plans all fall into the category of broken, failed and not good enough. However as we match ourselves up against the Perfection of …… hmmm …. Or of …. Hmmm … No … not One. Not Buddha, not Jesus, not Mohammad … not one President, King or Sultan can point to a perfect unbroken chain of their Lives and plans that did not need some extra weaving to make things right. So you can take that Bat (beating yourself up with) out of your hands and put it back on the shelf. Actually throw the damn thing away.
There is no place for it in this New Time in a new Earth. No one gets through this whole life thing unscathed. And you don’t have to look far in the newspaper or the TV news to see that there are lots of people you Would Not change places with … so let’s see if we can find some gratitude for where we are.
First of all you are a Seeker, a Traveler and an Adventurer (or you would not be reading these obscure Writings). You are hungry for “Something” as if it is about to give Birth at some soon moment. You are not sure what it is but it’s “Something”. And it is for you. That’s good right there. Don’t Move.
The state of Wonder is one of the main elixirs in the magic of Alchemy. Wondering what is coming next with the anticipation of a furtherance of your Adventure provide the Quantum choices you have at your disposal. At this moment you don’t have to know any more than that.
Sometimes we have a problem separating from the angst and the seeming necessity to get beyond this moment and on to the next. We feel we have to rush to an answer that has not been formulated yet. Why hasn’t it been formulated? Because you have to do it… you have to formulate it and that has to be done from a place of Calm and Confident vibratory waves that Are You to take the HYPE out of whatever is in front of you. Decisions and Actions taken from a place of panic or falsely placed sense of responsibility … gets things Broke. It’s Okay to break things because that’s what it takes to get your attention You could easily say that the Moment is lousy and I want to get out. You would be right about the Feeling of the Moment … but unfortnately that is about You. In this Moment you are still YOU. The same competent successful (being alive is success), accomplished (functional), Man or Woman you were two minutes before you heard whatever is now before you and making you go into overload in stress and chaos. The mere reading of those words of uncertainty lets you know that this is no place to Think from. So unless your dilemma is that you are about to be struck down by a vehicle … consider just taking a moment to find the rationale state of neutral or 0 Point Energy. Sounds like a mouthful but that simply means staying in the Eye of the Hurricane so that we can see and think. There is no denying there is a Wind about but finding a way out seems best served by a strategy of what IS rather than all the noise surrounding what … might be … or … was before this happened Understanding that you will have to come back to this 0 Point Energy base to begin your recovering positive wave vibration will go a long way to helping you change How you Feel about the moment. The fact that we are not that happy at this moment with this Contrast in our lives is “Understood” … so there is no need repeating out load how unhappy we are with this Feeling and naming all those who had a part in your agony of injustice. That just strikes up the band for Martyrdom.
Acceptance of whatever IS … will go a long way in taming the Ego that loves the drama. We already know that whatever it is you are dealing with has been in some form dealt with by every single operable Human Being since the Dawn of Time. There must be an answer. And there is. And you have it … for you and your individual Sovereign Journey based on information derived from the Human Element we all share … Life.
From Ancient Writings to your Mothers best advice is all information (light) that comes to you as an inherited birthright for Being. The idea is to build on all of that for base knowledge, add your personal life experience and apply it to your present day life. So as we live our lives we naturally organically weave the lessons of the past that endure with the present day technology of survival and forge a future wiser, kinder and more beautiful. This can only be done from the NOW. It is the” now “of this very moment that affords you Life. Not a Life that you must beg and grovel for, being fearful every moment that if you ate the wrong food or missed this supplement that your Life Force would be in jeopardy. The Will to live and the natural alkaline of our bodies make us tougher than that. Flagrant abuse and arrogance for the Life and the health of our bodies will weaken any living thing; on the other hand more respect/belief for the natural collaboration of mind body spirit will move quicker to health restored … than “upping the dosage”.
Even lives that may seem broken and irreparable because of some personal event or tragedy of the past can be woven into a parachute because that’s what IS. And whatever IT … IS it has happened to someone else before … probably everyone (in some form). Family and personal relationships that seems to have failed … have not failed … there was just a failure to let go when it was over. Everything begins with the intent of an End. To fight that Universal pull is to through yourself into a resistance field that could last a lifetime … and miss the whole gig.
Recently I watched a hummingbird busily hurry about its chores. Careful not to disturb anything from its place. Deftly moving, hovering, taking what was offered from every flower. Some were better than others as the time spent was not equal. Those who had more to offer … the longer the stay; those with less got a mere nod of the beak. There was no attack on the less generous there was only gratitude for its existence while anticipating there next meeting. We can be grateful for all who come into our lives to Teach us … and we must see their departure as graduation, or room for another Teacher. If we perfectly timed all relationships to end when they were the truly supposed to end we would have a wonderful respect for what was learned and the person that delivered it. Our perfection is in our imperfection. Computer chips and hard drives are efficient for our Data. Our pleasure however is woven from the Spontaneous rush of Life. The rush that begins inside and rushes to meet others who are Energetically a Seeker of the same as you. Not just people but opportunity, situations, money , health and like minds come calling. When Positive hopeful Energy calls, it is attracted too and begets its likeness. Negative resources operate on the same fair law … be a humming bird move on with gratitude.
“I have woven a parachute out of all things broken”. Mr. Stafford does not mention going to pick something up from the store to complete his life saving and adventurous task. Like us … all He needed is what he already Had. What appeared broken … seemed to somehow fit. What seemed impossible … happened.
We often think of parachutes as something used in emergencies to save our lives, and while this is largely true … it is also the same instrument that thrills your soul and squirms your belly … Para Sailing … catching the wind behind a fast moving boat and rising aloft with the Birds … the Sun and the Sea. Eyes closed in Oneness as if Woven in the fabric of Time and Space.
And so it is…
John

It’s here; and I must say that I can hardly believe it! After 15 yrs of mayhem, destruction and loss … Justice flows to those who have been crying and panting on the floor wondering “Why Me” and “Why was I ever Born”.
This is not a respite until more shows up. This is the END of the BEGINNING in all of our lives. During the Second World War, Winston Churchill told the British people that the war was now turning in their favor. With that welcomed news was a phrase that has stuck with me all these years. He said in a tone of caution; “This is not the End of the War, not even the beginning of the End of the War. But it is the End of the Beginning”. And so it is with us.
If you are alive and reading this … Congratulations! You made it. We are in the very very early steps of the “New Earth” Eckhart Tolle spoke about in his book of the same name The New Earth. And I want you to know that if you are here at this moment in time on Earth you are the envy of many personalities in your higher collective.
Since 2012, the Energies of light (information) have been increasing and enlightenment has led (read forced) us through a purging and cleansing that if we had known about, I am sure we all would have refused. But we didn’t know and didn’t refuse. This shedding (read ripping) of our 3D persona has been part of the process of getting Authentic. Being Authentic is the unfiltered truth and Understanding about our lives and our part in it; and is the baseplate of all learning and expansion. Without it … we remain in darkness. Finding our true messed up Selves in the Mayhem of the last decade or so felt like crap, but soon all that hate, anger and self-pity will fade to Gratitude. Trust me … it was all worth it … and I know I am talking Big here, and swore I would never say that this life was worth the pain; but what I have to share with you is beyond words.
I have often held back on what I have come to know because I don’t want to sound too crazy or way out there. But that time is now over. That kind of reluctance was indicative of my 3D fear and ego.
Here we go. For the Traveller and student of the higher mind you know that there has been a Veil of chaos and confusion (3D) that separates our higher mind and higher Selves (5D) from the 3rd dimensional world we have chosen to live in. For the last 25,000 yrs that has been the case. This separation (veil) has been almost impenetrable and very few saw any light from the other side. That veil was, for all those years the construct of a Carbon based ethereal substance that repelled light (information) laden with the Truth and Clarity. The light to decipher the reason for our lives was not accessible to the Human mind; but now it is flowing and open.
Since December 2012, there has been a process (everything is a Process) of transforming that Carbon material, in an ethereal way, to Crystalline. The importance of this is clear. And that’s it… its clear. The black carbon substance that could refuse all light and stale the air of expansion has been replaced with a clear beautiful Crystal like substance that reflects the light and magnifies it to the receiving mind as it passes through. Nothing needs to be deciphered any more. The words of light are clear, present and available for use immediately. The promise of Alchemical magic is here and offered as a matching of the human vibration as the vibration rises to receive its prize. The prize is the manifestation of all your dreams and more. It’s already in the bank; and the interest paid, comes in the form of “Greater than your wildest imagination”.
This is so important I want to say it in another way. In all the days before this, we would encounter mind numbing problems and we would be on the ground weak from searching for a way out; but remained with “no answers” and none in sight. We now can breathe easy as “all the information of the Universe” is available for your consideration as the Crystalline Grid allows all and more than you can fathom at any one time on any subject you care to consider. Problems (contrast) will appear to travel to you in a box, with the answers taped to the outside of them. From a place of observation you will approach any “contrast” (problems) in your life with the confidence you would have in picking something up and handing it to someone who could not quite reach the object of desire. That someone is You. You … the facilitator, you the self-healer, you the Leader of your life. Who knows you like You? A few trips around this block and you won’t care what anybody thinks or how they run their own lives (Sovereign Space). You will see and feel that anything outside of your Space is not your business. Your Space will be so secure you will secretly smile as your I AM comes into Being at the forefront ushering in new light for a new time, on a new Earth … for a new You. Don’t look over your shoulder for the Calvary to come. Look in the mirror. It is You whom you have been waiting for. You are the hero of your story; as it was always meant to be. It was the counting on the system, the family, our heroes and the need to fit in that has either sucked out our creative process or polluted our Sovereign space, with the belief system of strangers, that can’t possibly improve our plight to Peace within.
The Alchemical Age is here as well. Man the hits keep coming. Anything the mind can conceive can now show up in your 3D reality. When an inspirational thought comes into our mind now, it will come with some resonance and weight. That thought, once considered and approved by … guess who… You, will then take on a thought form (more solid and tangible), your thought form is then run through your existing Belief System for discernment. (See the importance of continually revamping our belief systems). Once that part is satisfied this thought form then becomes our Will.
The Conscious Human Will is the most powerful event on this Earth.
From this emotional commitment destinies are realized. Lifetime dreams fall into place as the Divine Human takes his place at the top of Creation to “reign” in his/her calling of having Dominion over All the Earth. This is all done from the 18” of energetic space that surrounds your body. A veritable cylinder like space that you live and operate from. This Sacred space should be kept in the most “pristine” condition as this is the food for thought that you choose to consider. The vibration of Truth and Life surrounds your body with the power to manifest anything you need or want in this life; as it operates from this Sacred space that we have ignored for at least, one lifetime. Trillions upon trillions of sub atomic particles containing the “wisdom of the ages” now swirl around you, right now in this Sovereign Space waiting like a Smorgasbord to be called in to use as You see fit. As you can see … we have total control. Total artistic licence to do anything you want. Create anything in your life from Nothing. Gods you say?? … You damned right I Do.
This new Understanding allows the collaborative effects of God within. You are a Sovereign Being; an extension of pure positive energy, You are the very breathe of life. We are inextricably connected to “All that Is” (God) as a Son or Daughter. We are not slaves or subjects to anything. We are the creators of everything on Earth that Nature (gaia) did not supply. That includes the creation of other Humans, as in our children. Who can create life in its highest Earthly form if not a god of some kind? We are here as collaborators and representatives of the Most High in thought and deed. We walk and think in the image, of a power that fears nothing, for it is Everything. And Everything is Everything. We are to roam this beautiful blue planet as owners and purveyors of all that is here. Walking tall and certainly not begging and thanking some august power for the privilege to be alive. Speaking of ourselves as such lowly subjects is really an affront to the entire Human Creation process. This magnificent process should be honored as we should be honored. We are an extension of Life and the Creator of the same. The depth of our understanding and the height of our ability know no boundaries; as all things are possible in this New Earth. This new day shines as we bask in the light of Crystal Diamonds delivered in the gentle breeze of Human/God love and respect for all that we Are … and all that IS.
Yin and Yang. Masculine and Feminine. Acceptance and Detachment. Good and bad … positive and negative. None wrong… all necessary. Can you feel the okayness and Oneness with all of this. These are the things that appear to make life complicated but we are highly complex Beings. These kinds of decisions are child’s play for the Enlightened mind in this enlightened new era. The body can only hold one Vibration (emotion) at a time. There are only two Vibrations to choose from .. Positive or Negative. Do you think your god-like self, who creates Human Life, builds cities and sends people to the moon; can make the right choice here?
Yes … if it is the calm of the day in your mind.

In this new Crystalline era, students will learn at warp speed. What it took me since 1999 to get in the Carbon era, just past, will be accelerated to hasten this new long awaited Time. It is times like this moment when the menial words of our vocabulary and language frustrate my intention to be Crystal clear and give this exciting time its due, so that you may be inspired to follow the path less travelled. The unknown is friendly to the searching soul, as the price of admission … has been PAID. All is well!
A brand spanking new life is available for you right now … no matter the age. For those with an ear … let them hear. Your old life is now passed away. It is the End of a cruel Beginning. There is no War to be over … collaboration with your true nature will change the world in the times ahead as more people come to this conclusion and the masses create the necessary enlightened Consciousness for global change to a golden age. Respect will return to all the Tribes of Men and an innately intelligent Peace will form as we celebrate our tribal uniqueness’s on the shared platform of Humanity.
On a closing note today, I want to share something personal with you. I don’t say the following to impress you … but to impress upon you that this is a very special time in history for you and actually all of Creation wherever that may be. I am a very (trust me) ordinary Man, and for many reasons am glad to see the End of the Beginning of my life. In recent years I have searched with tears in my eyes to find a higher meaning. It was this emotional commitment and belief that this life was much more than I was experiencing at the time. I was right, even though I often thought I would never utter those words; so very much had gone wrong.
I have been wandering around in my head and my life trying to find a purpose for my existence since my wife passed in 2011. Completely unsettled I have tried to augment the missing parts of my joy in my Writing over these recent years, not only to share … but to learn. As I searched for help outside I found none. Then forced back inside alone, first out of fear and censure; that later softened and evolved to safety and pure positive love for myself. I can’t tell you how difficult that was for me. My life defeats became my shield of experience and guide of discernment. My shame morphed to pride of having taken it like a Man … in Silence, once again.
I AM a Man. I AM a Man like none other I know. This winter the reason for my existence came to me as gently as a Sea breeze, in the day… in the Silence.
All of the fighting, sickness and fear that I had experienced in my life; was just that… sick fear. My next communique’ to you I will share my direction and my destiny for my time left. You will be very impressed to see what can be done with a “worthless pound of Clay”. Throw me to the Wolves and I will return … leading the Pack!
I am an old man by the youthful standards of this world. Ready to be set aside as a burden until I get the good sense to follow my wife. I will always love you my dearest … Iola (my deceased wife) … but you won’t be seeing me for quite a while. I have found something to do here … actually this upcoming part of my life shall be my grandest accomplishment. Just cheer for me … sweet girl… like always!

And so it is…

John